Life sucks
I really need to get back OP with WW as I am totally disgusted with how I look in the mirror & not having clothes that fit. Just not motivated enough. You'd think the above would be enough motivation, but alas....
I think I'm just too wrapped up worrying about work (& P). I start feeling like everything is out of my control & then the depression starts rearing its ugly head again.
So, Dumb Ass (the Ex) and I go to P's school last week for yet another child study team meeting. Half surprised DA actually made it. Long story short, things in school are much worse than we thought -- behavior as well as academics -- and now he's not only classified as learning disabled, but also emotionally disturbed. Yes, it's true -- we all agreed to it -- but it doesn't make it hurt any less or make it any less scary. I actually broke down and started crying in the meeting. Not at all like me to cry in front of others like that. On a positive note, the school is going to call the psychiatrist and the therapist and force the issue that No, he is NOT OK and Yes, he DOES need to continue therapy.
As for the job hunt, I have gotten nowhere. The first position I interviewed for, I have heard absolutely nothing from. The interview was four weeks ago. Guess I can cross that one off my list. The second position I interviewed for I really would have liked, but they only need someone for a 3-11p shift. Uh, sorry, but no. I can not be away from my family five evenings a week -- that just isn't going to work. But if something else comes up, they will keep me in mind -- yeah, right. Submitted two applications for another hospital last week. Haven't heard anything from them yet (unlike the first two hospitals who called back the next day or two after I put in the application). The third hospital is nice, but a bit further than I really wanted to travel. True, it is a tad bit closer than my commute now, but not by that much.
Damn it! I know that kid fell asleep when I put her down for her nap. She can't be awake already! Better hit the shower before she really starts screaming....
I think I'm just too wrapped up worrying about work (& P). I start feeling like everything is out of my control & then the depression starts rearing its ugly head again.
So, Dumb Ass (the Ex) and I go to P's school last week for yet another child study team meeting. Half surprised DA actually made it. Long story short, things in school are much worse than we thought -- behavior as well as academics -- and now he's not only classified as learning disabled, but also emotionally disturbed. Yes, it's true -- we all agreed to it -- but it doesn't make it hurt any less or make it any less scary. I actually broke down and started crying in the meeting. Not at all like me to cry in front of others like that. On a positive note, the school is going to call the psychiatrist and the therapist and force the issue that No, he is NOT OK and Yes, he DOES need to continue therapy.
As for the job hunt, I have gotten nowhere. The first position I interviewed for, I have heard absolutely nothing from. The interview was four weeks ago. Guess I can cross that one off my list. The second position I interviewed for I really would have liked, but they only need someone for a 3-11p shift. Uh, sorry, but no. I can not be away from my family five evenings a week -- that just isn't going to work. But if something else comes up, they will keep me in mind -- yeah, right. Submitted two applications for another hospital last week. Haven't heard anything from them yet (unlike the first two hospitals who called back the next day or two after I put in the application). The third hospital is nice, but a bit further than I really wanted to travel. True, it is a tad bit closer than my commute now, but not by that much.
Damn it! I know that kid fell asleep when I put her down for her nap. She can't be awake already! Better hit the shower before she really starts screaming....
posted by Supermom at 9:07 AM
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